Hey hoes.

Halie has some good news. Christmas is only 5 days away. And I'ma get presents from people.

Its a shame because I havent bought anything for anyone. =[ I'm too broke and shit. It fucknig sucks. ;-;

I've been bent out of shape.

I will bend, and I will break.

Currently Reading Batman: Arkham Asylum By Grant Morrison see related

 HEYY!

I'm in a great mooood. Woooo.

I got an awesome book. It's what I'm reading right now. It's amazing.

LOVE HALIE.

GET HER STUFF FOR CHRISTMAS.

<3

Oh, hay thar.

Eh. I was just sitting here, 'cause FlyFF was being a bitch and disconnected me, and I thought about what I could do. So, I thought I would make a new entry. Mhm.

I think that I'm a huge attention whore. I dunno why. And I'm a jealous, disgusting piece of shit. Eh. Maybe that's just the delusion talking or something. Whatever.

School. Eh. Rather not talk about it.

Drama. Ehh. I've had to deal with a bit. My brother is jackass. Thats all I have to say. He really is. I wanna stab a hole in his face. Ugh. He's such a whore.

Charlie and me? I guess things are going okay. We have our fights. I usually start them. Like, once, I asked Charlie why he was so mean to his parents and shit, and he said 'cause he's a teenager and so he's supposed to. So I said, "You're an asshole. Don't talk to me." and I didnt talk to him 'til his mom got me to. xDD I know, it was mean. Meh. Other than the small fights we have, it's cool. Because our fights never last more than like, fifteen minutes because Charlie stops and says, "No, this is stupid. We shouldn't be fighting. I'm sorry, Halie." Its so cute. xD

I can't fucking wait for x-mas. Omg. Omgomgomg. I can't fucking wait.

Currently Listening The Second Stage Turbine Blade By Coheed and Cambria see related

Why, hallo. LONG TIME NO WRITE, HUH? LOLZ

I'm so fucking bored. Seriously. I cant find the thumb tacks. ;-; It fucking sucks. Though, I have a lighter in my room. Amazing, huh? I wanna light a candel, and make it explode! ... I mean.. so it'll smell.. nice? o.o

Rightt.. Anyway.. I'm bored, and I vant to suck your blood.

I'm tired.

......

I'm still failing science. Fucckkk. Well, thats no good.

Currently Listening ...Is a Real Boy By Say Anything see related

 I am a bit angered and sad.

 For one, I was supposed to be moving, but as you can obviously see, I did not. I don't want to say because my dad was a pussy and backed out of it.. Actually, that's exactly what I would want to say. I didn't like the fact that I had to say bye to my friends for nothing. Let me tell you, it was hard to do it, and it was for nothing.
 Another thing, my big sister, Alex is moving out today. To my grandma's. I guess she meant it when she said if we didn't move, she'd leave herself. I guess she can do what she choose's. I'll miss her. If she doesn't call or make time to visit to see her siblings, I'm going to label her a hypocrite at it's best. Seriously.

 It's raining out... I don't want to go to school. School is boring.. and plus, I have this bookreport due. We have to give an oral presentation.. I got what I needed off of the internet.. I didn't even read the whole book. Should I be ashamed of myself? Because, if I am supposed to feel that way, then somethings wrong.

 Speaking of so, I've been wondering the same things lately. I've been wondering if something is wrong with me. Now, not in the emo boohoo way. I mean, really. When I do something horrible or anything like that, I don't feel any guilt whatsoever. I don't know if thats normal or what.. I know for sure that I don't think like a normal thirteen year old. I think if things are real or not, to the point where reality doesn't even feel real anymore.

 I blame my father. Because I have to blame someone, and he thinks a lot, too. So, therefore, it's his fault.